Hurry up and wait.

Well.  I heard back about my labs today.  Lyme disease Negative.  Yay!  Epstein Barr virus just showed that I had been previously infected by the virus that causes Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.  However, the levels do not explain my symptoms.  I was confused about which tests he was ordering.  He did not do anything having to do with Myasthenia Gravis.  He's pursuing that through the neurologist.  SO.  Time to hurry up and wait.  I am not a very patient person apparently.  I thought I was going to be.  I felt so calm after my appt the other day, almost eerily so.  I must have been in shock.  Blah.  On a good note, my arms aren't hurting so badly today as they have been.  Hoping to feel all the way better soon.  I have a couple busy days next week and it would be good to be focused.  Pain is an incredible distraction, and though I've been doing my best to stay positive, I do get worn down over time.  Like I told Christian the other day, "I'm not magic ya know..."