Ok. So I don't know EVERYTHING...

Yeah I realize that statement may come as a surprise to some of you (probably only that I said it, not that's it's true!) lol.  Anyway, I've been thinking about something.  I am considering visiting a doctor.  *GASP*  I've just had another "episode," probably as a result of this silly head cold that just won't go away and leave me alone.  The biggest in probably a year, and the first time I've had any real pain (aside from migraine, gallbladder or joint pain) since I first got sick about 3 years ago.  And it's a little scary to not know what's going on with your body.  I can't go back to our family doctor.  If I tell him something hurts, he hands me Ativan.  If I tell him I can't feel the left side of my body, he hands me Ativan.  If I tell him he sucks and is a total jerk... just kidding...  Anyway, Oh the joy of being a woman with a (yes I admit it) high-strung personality.  I don't need medicine for that though, so I need to find a new doctor.  SO.  Pray that I make a wise decision.  That I find a competent and at least somewhat compassionate doctor.  That it will be a doctor who can admit to not knowing, if necessary, instead of throwing psychotropic drugs at me.  And that he/she will have the right resources/knowledge to at least point me in the right direction.